I like running. I’m more inconsistent than I want to be but it’s a time when I can think without being interrupted. I ran track in high school, but it’s my wife, Sherri, who is my inspiration and encouragement to run, and she reminds me how great I feel after a run. Tired? Yep. Energized? Definitely.
I was out running on a beautiful Minnesota fall day when this kid with his flat-brimmed hat on backwards looking at his iPhone just cruised by me on his skateboard!
I was on the sidewalk and he came right into my peripheral vision on the street and eased by.
I actually felt myself pick up the pace (which feels slow now) to try and keep up with the guy, hoping to pass him.
He didn’t even notice me. He didn’t care. He just went on his way enjoying his wheels and music.
Lots of thoughts entered at that moment:
- I’m so slow! What happened to my speed from days gone by?
- That kid is so not getting a workout. The skateboard is doing all the work.
- I’m gonna beat this flat brimmed, untied shoes, no care in the world boarder
- I hate falling behind anyone. I hate losing!
- I’m glad I don’t own a skateboard. I’m working hard. I’m better off than he is.
- It’s not fair that I have to run and he doesn’t.
- I’m embarrassed to be so slow; I hope he doesn’t remember me.
- I’ll never get faster.
They go on and on.
I know, it’s not very Christian like.
But I’m being honest about what I was thinking because it made me think about how as followers of Jesus we compare our “faithfulness” and “strength” to people around us.
It’s not helpful to do this!
What if I change a few words in my thoughts. Do you ever have thoughts like these?
- I’m so doubting! What happened to my confidence from days gone by?
- That person is so not trying. God is doing all the work.
- I’ll go to to show everyone how I worship.
- I hate falling in front of anyone. I hate screwing up!
- I’m glad I not a lazy church-goer. I’m working hard. I’m better off than them.
- It’s not fair that I have to struggle and he doesn’t.
- I’m embarrassed to have questions. I hope he doesn’t notice my fears.
- I’ll never get it right. I’ll never win.
I run because I get to run. I try to get in better shape. I may try a race. I really just want to get stronger, feel better, and take care of what I’ve been given.
Isn’t that a part of our faith and connecting with God and His presence?
We have each been given a certain measure of faith in accordance to what God decides (Romans 12:3). It’s not about comparing ourselves to each other. That takes our eyes of the prize (Philippians 3:12-14).
Our running is about OUR run!
God has laid it out and is excited to show Himself to you in new ways. Don’t feel defeated by the skateboard! In fact ask God to bless those who seem to speed on by that they would know the presence of the Father like never before!
This Thanksgiving, give thanks that you get to run, walk, or roll. It’s what God has made for you and He’s is excited to meet you in it.
God is good All the Time!